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Personal Information
About Me: Name: Fervin Tan Thubten Gyatso
Birthday: 21st Nov 1988
msn:fervin_tan@hotmail.com


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Valerie AKA Lalio
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Sunday, October 25, 2009


**yawns**

had a long night and a long dream... last night was chatting with davinia jie jie on facebook and then we were chatting abt valerie having a new bf ha ha... suddenly she said something that struck me:" you must look over that sister, I don't wish to see it fail out again." i did coin divination requesting for Lama to show me sign and omen and all consulted was that I should come out from retreat.. oh man... so i need a stronger and more prominent sign and i requested for a dream from them to mark out the signs and omens.. Indeed i had a long dream... I dreamt of Lama (*wheeee*) and we were in thailand.. there were many sangha walking along the streets.. one of them called out to me and gave me an amulet of Ganesha.. then the scene went next to a river and we were strolling with Lama and then the bridge was shaking very hard... Lama did some prayers and a Naga rose up from the waters.. then the next scene was me in an apartment and I was sitting on my bed playing with koffi and cookies ha ha... running and rolling on the bed... they were trying to lick and nibble each other.. so cute man so wanna pluck out their heads cos it reminded me of two person haha.. *wink* then the worst nightmare came when i was just thinking :"oh man koffi and cookies really look like the two of them!" and immediately the two dogs transformed into them.. !!!!! Scary.... really super scary... with all these signs and omens i am still not sure whether to force break this retreat as I am feeling very comfy back in my own comfort zone... maybe that someone will come and end my retreat *fingers crossed* ha ha... prayers time...

Gyatso-la


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9 Preliminaries!!!

Back on track to do my 9 Preliminaries.. have been slacking alreadyssss... going into a retreat mode to do my preliminaries... decided to start from the start again.. ha ha... Namo Gurubyah againsssss... wheeeee...... Sorry to the people I have to give up.. May seem selfish but then I have to fulfil my Guru's command... For the sake of all sentient beings i shall practise and not let my Guru down.. Lama please bless me!!! This time round is driving towards completion... no more procastination... 1000times of Namo Gurubyah accumulated till now... More to come... one day 400 times.. Namo Gurubyah will complete in 28 days... all four together will be 4 months!!! wheeee.... only then can i tell my Guru proudly what i have achieved...

Gyatso-la...


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Sunday, May 03, 2009


Mixed emotions....

Had a lot of fun helping out at Thekchen Choling and also hanging out with Val aka lalio aka Miss Ullambana ha ha... Today concludes the celebration of Lord Shakyamuni Buddha BIrthday celebration with 3000 Buddhas chanting... But the best have yet to come that is VESAK DAY!! So many events... Can still remember Lama's smile and everybody's hugs and smile on their face... We may not a very big temple but we "Connect All With Divine Heart" and it is a cosy place to be in... Do drop by our temple @ No.2 Beatty Lane Thekchen Choling (Singapore)... On the 9th of May Vesak Day we have loads of events like unveiling of the wish fufilling jewel thangka of Shakyamuni Buddha and so on... visit Thekchen Choling Website @ www.thekchencholing.org

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Monday, April 20, 2009


MY BLOG HAS BEEN REVIVED!!!

after months and months of procastination I have finally decided to revive my blog... With a new look and a new me... For those who have known me recently will notice that my past posts are very emo so heck with that ha ha... I was thinking of deleting the old posts but had second thoughts about it as it dictates my spiritual and emotional growth.. I have to agree my life was lost and in a horrible mess until i met my kind and compassionate Lama... Lama Thubten Namdrol Dorje is my Guru and will always be my Guru.. It was my meeting with him in Thekchen Choling (Singapore) that changed my mind and thinking and it was thru his Dharma teachings and kind advices that I am able walk out from darkness and embrace life again and really appreciate it.. I give thanks to Buddha and Mother Tara for guiding me to my Guru and always protecting me from harm and letting me learn thru experiences... Will be constantly updating on my blog...

May All Be Auspicious
Sarwa Mangalam

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Wednesday, October 01, 2008




Reiki Level 1 Attunement Mandarin on 27-Sept-08

Finally got time to blog again... Been very hectic rushing between places... Now my life is only filled with work and Thekchen Choling... I had my first Mandarin class for Reiki Level 1 Attunement on 27-sept-08. It was a huge success and was very fulfilling for all of them who attended the class.. Rei means universal energy and Ki means qi. Reiki is a healing modality whereby we tap upon the unviersal energy field and transfuse this energy into the patient's body... To learn Reiki you need to have been attuned by a certified Reiki Master.... Here are some pics that we took on that day..























Practice Session...





























Shhhh.... dun disturb......























Graduation Class for Reiki Attunement Level 1 Mandarin... Success!
I would like to give thanks to all the wonderful and loving guides, Shakyamuni Buddha, Guru rinpoche, Goddess Green Tara, Chenrezig, dakinis, and dieties who were present to make the class an eventful and enjoyable one... Second run of Level 1 mandarin coming up and Level 2 Attunement coming up too so stay tuned.....
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Monday, September 22, 2008


Cobwebs filling up the corners of my blog... Time for spring cleaning and a new jab of entry and update on what i have been doing... hmm... All in all most of my time is spent in Thekchen Choling... Have been helping out with quite a lot of planning and organising with regards to the alternative healing team... And also learning new mantras and sutras.... playing with the Orsel (a cute dog) and her puppies... Healing Fest coming up and that means more work to do... And also preparing for my first Reiki Attunment Level 1 Mandarin on 27/9/08... And planning a workshop "Invoking The Dakini (Goddess) Within" for the girls at TCCL... Left TTS* after the Mother Tara gave the green light and started new job at a shipping company in Millenia Tower... Since my spiritual work are on path I will be leaving the job during 2 week of Oct when i have a lot of activities at Thekchen Choling... Did not have much time to contact a lot of my jie mei-ssss... so sorry gals... When Oct is over then will have more time... In the meantime rejoice...

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This puppy is named as Bodhi by Shifu....























The one on the left is called Mahakala ( One of our dharma protectors) He is named that becos he is fierce and barks at people... The one on the right is called Karma... Its the only girl....


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Tuesday, August 26, 2008


Happy 21st Birthday To Wenni!!


21 Years Ago On 25/8/1987 Wenni Came Onto Earth To Join The Big Family!! Happy Birthday to You and May All Yours Wishes Come True...

Went out on a Sakura buffet with Mummy Kl, Maryann, Wenni, Ben, Ellen And her fei fei Arwen!! Was a fun and enjoyable dinner... Ok dunno why not able to post the pics here but i have uploaded it on Flickr... so girls if u wanna see the pics can go to the link to take a look at the pics...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/29944767@N06/sets/72157606963323991/

ps: let me know if you guys can go in to see the pics ma..

Im very very happy cos will be busy with the activities at the Thekchen Choling Temple (TCCL)... Doing weekly free reiki healing there and have been nominated as part of their committee member... Will be giving courses and the masters over there and also giving meditation classes in the nature too... so fun filled packed life is also towards my direction of my spiritual mission so feeling quite happy and fulfilling over it... very nice people over there too... hope to organise more activities with them too...

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008






















Everything is back in order now... Memories and emotions that are not for God driven purpose shall be removed... New kind of lifestyle and new sense of direction in life... New name Alvin Eysmnje meaning planet Venus, the ajna centre of the Manifesting Creator... With new Ascended Masters working hand in hand withe me i shall take my seven levels of initiation... I give thanks to Master Sanat Kumara my teacher, Master Djwhal Khul my guide, Master Vywamus my protector... The name Eysmnje is Planet Venus and it was the planet where Sanat Kumara had taken his inner plane learning...
























Sanat Kumara On The Path
of the Ruby Ray

Below is a beautiful description of Sanat Kumara, taken from the book, The Masters and the Path, by C.W. Leadbeater, written in 1925.

Our world is governed by a Spiritual King—one of the Lords of the Flame Who came long ago from Venus. He is called by the Hindus, Sanat Kumara, the last word being a title meaning Prince or Ruler. He is often spoken of as the One Initiator, the One without a Second, the Eternal Youth of Sixteen Summers; and sometimes he is called the Lord of the World. He is the Supreme Ruler; in His hand and within His actual aura lies the whole of His planet. He represents the Logos, as far as this world is concerned, and directs the whole of its evolution—not that of humanity alone, but also the evolution of the Devas, the nature-spirits, and all other creatures connected with the earth. He is, of course, entirely distinct form the great Entity called the Spirit of the Earth, who uses our world as a physical body.

In his mind He holds the whole plan of evolution at some high level of which we know nothing; He is the force which drives the whole world-machine, the embodiment of the Divine Will on this planet, and strength, courage, decision, perseverance and all similar characteristics, when they show themselves down here in the lives of men, are reflections of him. His consciousness is of so extended a nature that it comprehends at once all the life on our globe in His hands are the powers of cyclic destruction for He wields Fohat in its highest forms and can deal directly with cosmic forces outside our chain. His work is probably usually connected with humanity en masse rather than with individuals, but when He does influence any single person we are told that is is through Atma and not through Ego that His influence is brought to bear.

At a certain point in the progress of an aspirant on the Path he is formerly presented to the Lord of the World, and those who have thus met Him face to face speak of Him as in appearance a handsome youth, dignified, benignant beyond all description, yet with such a mien of omniscient, inscrutable majesty conveying such a sense of restless power that some have found themselves unable to bear His gaze, and have veiled their faces in awe. Thus, for example, did our great Founder, Madame Blavatsky. One who has had this experience can never forget it, not can he ever thereafter doubt that, however terrible the sin and sorrow on earth may be, all things are somehow working together for the eventual good of all, and humanity is being steadily guided towards its final goal.



"So Let It Be Written, So Let It Be Done!"

Working towards a Christ Consciousness Me...

I Am That I Am- Aum!

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